School Year Reminisce

I can't even begin to say how much fun this School year was. I made some of the biggest steps in my life this year. I accomplished so much in swimming, music, scholastics, and the arts just as I had planned and had so much fun! But this year, I would have to say my biggest regret is that I rushed into things to much. I felt the urge to get the things I loved doing done and over with as soon as possible because some how I felt I was under a time limit to get the fun stuff done. Wiered right? You'd figure I'd be in a hurry to get the hard stuff done, and in a way I was I guess, I lived from weekend to weekend like a lot of Highschoolers, but I didn't savor. I do a TV news broadcast at Davis High, and I recently did a story on "Senior Advice" fore the last days of school and a common word of wisdom was "Have fun and participate". I participated and I had fun, but....I somehow feel I didn't live it to the fullest. Dont get me wrong my Junior year rocked! I just think I should have relaxed a little more, gotten out more on weekends and taken it upon myself to go and have fun rather than depend on fun happening to me. But, overall I made great relationships this year, I have fantastic friends, a promising future and a fun filled summer ahead.

Five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes!

Five hundred twenty-five thousand moments so dear, in

Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, how

Do you measure, measure a year?

You measure in love.

I loved this year sooooooooooooooo much. Learned to love my friends even more. Loved living. Loved working. Loved the experience. Loved the Journey. You measure in love.

The Facial Hair Experiment...2 weeks.

Ok well, it's been two weeks and I've had some considerable trouble with my facial hair. I try really hard to keep it neat and trimmed but you have absolutely NO idea how difficult it is to keep it clean. I accidentally trimmed one side of the stache and not he other so I had to even that out WHICH IS A PAIN CUZ THAT PART OF MY FACE GROWS THE SLOWEST! Gah, one more week I think. I dont know, alot of my friends like it, and quoting a certain friend "I expect the men in my life to have facial hair.". Maybe I dont want to fall in line you know what I'm saying? It is a pain in the padded butt to maintain head hair and face hair at the same time! But it does look kinda good dont it? I dont know to me it doesnt look a whole lot different from a week ago

Day at the Beach.

SOOOOOOOOOOO I spent memorial day weekend at Pineview Lake. It was interesting. I never even got in the water. It was sunny everywhere but Pineview. Ironically, it got sunny just as we were leaving. I know crazy right? SOMEONE upstairs is having a laugh at our expense :P I'm just kidding, it was actually kinda fun just layin' out and eating junk food. We found out that Sea Gulls dont like sweets...go figure they like everything but simple sugars. Go figure. Ah anyway, The sun made a few guest appearences and I tried my best to take advantage of them, but it was mostly cloudy. I spent a good chunk of the time chattin with my mum about what I want in a future wife, lucky for me I've had PLENTY of practice in this sort of conversation. Hehe little does my mother know that Alex has this convo alot with the opposite sex hahaha! Just never thought mom would be interested till I got home from my Mish. Ah well to each his own I suppose. Since the hunstville cemetary is like right next the lake, we decided to go to the grave site of my great great great grandpa Heder (Johannes olafson Heder)He was one of the first to settle huntsville and it was cool to go see his grave site.. We visited the Huntsville memorial after that and lo and behold his name was printed there as well! As well has his son's. Go figure. Good day I think

Looooooooong Conversation....

So yesterday Night I broke my record of talking on the phone. It was at first about 2 1/2 hours but now, thanks to Jackie and our ability to talk for ever about random things, I've set a new personal record of 3 hours and 15 minutes! HAHA! We rock Jackie! In that span Jack probably learned a few things about me, we also re-named my guitar (Mary-Jane if you were curious) created a "how well do you know Alex Heder?" quiz, talked about summer plans and how Jack IS going to be married by 21 (I couldn't possibly know for sure because I'll probably be on my mission but I think I have it on pretty good authority that I am correct), and there were a few other things but we won't go into detail for the sake of keeping your attention. BUT...let it be known that 3 hours and 15 minutes is a personal best. HAHA!

Count Down....

Ok my cousin Marcie says counting down to things tends to keep you more sane when life is getting insane, and frankly she should know she's a kindegarten teacher and she's had one child of her own. She said counting down during her pregnancy helped her. So during this end of school year insanity i've decided to start counting down the last two weeks school, just for the shear fun of it, cuz I'm cool like that and you know it!
SOOOOOOOOO.....it is the 19th.....17 more days!

The Facial Hair Experiment...

Well I've never grown my "scruff"/"beard" (whatever it is i'm not sure) out to its fullest extent. Thus I recount my epic journey to a clean cut Go-tee. I decided from all the blogs I've seen that the random stuff is the most fun to read (funny how people are, we love violence, sex, scandel, and random stuff no-body gives a fiddler's fart about) So....this is my random post. Recounting the progression of my facial hair. I started last wednesday the 13th, and its been about a week. I'm going to show my progression every week until I either get bored of the hair on my face (due to tickling of my lips, people heckling, creating to much drag in the water, or it ceases to amuse me.) Lets see just how far it gets huh? NOW there is one teeny tiny requirement....YOU HAVE TO GIVE ME FEED BACK! Likes dislikes the whole shibang. DEAL!

Stop This Train

No, I'm not colorblind
I know the world is black and white
Try to keep an open mind
But I just can't sleep on this tonight

Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?

Don't know how else to say it
Don't want to see my parents go
One generation's length away
From fighting life out on my own

Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?

So scared of getting older
I'm only good at being young
So I play the numbers game
To find a way to say that life has just begun

Had a talk with my old man
Said "help me understand"
He said "turn sixty-eight
You renegotiate"

"Don't stop this train
Don't for a minute change the place you're in
And don't think I couldn't ever understand
I tried my hand
John, honestly we'll never stop this train"

Once in awhile, when it's good
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing
Till you cry when you're driving away in the dark
Singing

Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can
Cause now I see I'll never stop this train

(this is one of my favorite songs ever. Could it be any more true?)

The Ultimate GIft...

Many of you may be familiar with the movie "the Ultimate Gift" about a young man named Jason Stevens who's a real selfish jerky rich kid who is given the oppurtunitie to achieve an ultimate gift by earning a series of gifts. In the end he gets a HUGE sum of money (and he gets the girl haha). Among his "lesser" gifts are the gifts of work, friendship, giving, value of money, family, dreams, the gift of the next day, and the gift of love.
In my experience and in my honest oppinion, Love was really the ultimate gift. I dont mean the gooey affection between a man and a woman love, I mean the love that originates in charity and giving. In my somewhat recent past I have known my share of sorrows, problems and hardships. Times where I thought there was nothing left for me to give, or that I wasn't receiving what I thought was coming to me. But the one thing that has always pulled me through, was the simple truth "IT IS NOT ALL ABOUT ME." I have been taught since I was a kid to be nice to everyone, even the people who aren't so good to me, and I admit I havn't been perfect at it but I do try to make everyone feel like they are noticed and that who they are and/or what they do matters and that is cool that they do it. But my problem with this way of life was "Why doesn't anyone do that for me? Why doesn't anyone care that I won this or I did that, Or that I am nice to them?" I can't tell you how many times that has gotten to me. I sit alone at lunch everyday, sometimes it bugs me, sometimes it doesn't. But again the thing that pulls me through is the single thought "IT IS NOT ABOUT ME". It is ALWAYS, and it SHOULD always be, about other people. That to me is the source of happiness. The ability to make someone smile or to make a difference in their life. There is no greater reward than someone's smile, and the satisfaction that you made their day better. And THAT is the ulitmate gift.

You are NEVER alone.

This Easter, I learned alot about the savior. So few people realize that he had to suffer the worst pain of all time...alone. Thats right, alone. No one to help him not even his father in heaven. Why? Well I came to find that it was because he had to feel what we feel when we sin. He was so perfect, and when ever I do something wrong I can't help but think I'm hurting a perfect person, like a newborn child, or a handicapped person. Hurting someone so pure and undeserving makes me want to be a person ten times better than I am, and then some. I am so greatful that I have never, will NEVER be truly alone. No one can possibly imagine the amount of pain the savior suffered, but on top of that to have to bare it all by himself....is so unfathamobly terrible to me. I have the luxery of turning to my friends or my family when I hurt. I can tell Jackie or Emilee, or Tanner or Hayden, my sister in law Dany or my mom and dad when I hurt, and they will always come to my aid when I need them most. Without fail. I love that about them. This easter is absolutely without question one of true gratitude for Deity.

PROM!!!!

Prom was freaking amazing this year! I kid you not! Heather was a fantastic date and I had the time of my life! Incredible night.

We started by kidnapping the girls (Myself, Tyler, Brayden Williams and Jared Lowry) at 7 am. Tyler took Ali Warnick, Brayden took Sara Smoot, Jared took Katie Stuart and I took the beautiful Heather Parrish. We took them to breakfast at Brayden's house. From there we commenced a picture scavenger hunt, which was pretty much amazingly fun! haha. At about noon we dropped our girls off and then got ourselves ready (after taking a quick catnap of course hahaha) I picked Heather up at about 4:45 and we took some pics (you know how mom's are) at her house and my house. Then we made the journey to saltlake, Where we had a proffessional take our pictures in the capital court yard. That lasted about an hour and I have to say our dates looked GORGEOUS!!! So beautiful in fact I dont think it was fair to all the other girls! We took pictures for about an hour and then we went to go eat dinner at "The Garden" There we just happened to run into the young women's president Sister Tanner who in fact was chatting with Elder Neilson of the quarom of the twelve! He said hi to us and our girls took a picture with Sister Tanner. She thanked our girls for dressing so modestly and told us guys to treat 'em like queens. Dude they were NOT queens.....THEY WERE GODDESSES! haha After dinner (which was delicious by the way) we went to the dance. We got there at about 8:30 pm and Danced the night away!

The Dance ended at 11 so after the dance we headed to Jared and kinda snacked on a chocolate fountain which was really good...except for the fact that I ate a chocolate covered orange. Heather is deathly allergic to anything with orange in it. Even gum! So....you can imagine why this became a quick problem. Yeah i was mad. So i dropped her off and the awkward doorstep scene didnt even happen because her mom (her timing was incredible) opened the door the second we hit the doorstep! Im not kidding. And that...is how my prom night went...amazing, fun, and a little interesting.

There Is Never Time For a Bad Attitude.

During seminary I watched a video about a guy named Tyler. He was an athletic prodigy, a gifted and handsome boy. He was on top of the world. Had a beautiful girlfriend, poplularity, good grades good family and good friends. It seemed that nothing could touch him. Then he got into a terrible car accident and became paralized. During his long period in the hospital, his friends tried to cheer him up with jokes and such. When they left he said to his Dad "there will be plenty of time for jokes". His Dad with tears in his eyes said "yes son, there is a time for everything." Tyler looked at his Dad and said "NO dad. There is never a time for a bad attitude."

Tyler was on top of the world. But through fates turn had to percieve life all over again in a totally different way. Like he said there was no time for a bad attitude, and he excelled in his physical therapy getting better every day and exceeding every expectation with the goal of going to his graduation pushing himself in a wheel chair. He did it, though all odds told him that he couldnt. He did. Every waking moment was spent making himself better because he knew where he was going and what he wanted to do. Just like in sports...nothing could stop him. He got married to his highschool sweetheart and began a new journey with a totally knew perspective. He was on top of a totally different world.

I Connect with this story. So often when i think everything is going perfect for me, more often then not I'm brought down, and I've had to climb to the top again. Each time with a new perspective and new knowledge. I climb to the top of a totally different world. Lately, I've been very bitter about it though. Slow to remember the good things and the oppurtunities that now awaited me. That is something I want to fix. Though I probably will never be who Tyler was, his statement rings forever true..."there is never a time for a bad attitude!"

Take It I Dont Want It.

Some hearts are perferated so they're easier to tear,

I dont want a heart any more, take it do what

you want with it just dont leave me the peices to pick up.

Live Life...

A man or woman is rich in proportion to the number of things he can afford to let alone. As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler. Do not trouble yourself much to get new things, whether clothes or friends. Public opinion is a weak tyrant compared with our own private opinion. What a man thinks of himself, that is which determines, or rather indicates his fate. Things do not change, we change. Keep your thoughts. Our life is frittered away by detail. Simplify, simplify.
Man is the richest whose pleasures are the cheapest. So it is with us as human being to be a part of something. How deep the ruts of tradition and conformity. Rather than love, than, fame than money, give me truth; for truth, will bring you true happiness.
Live each season as it passes; breathe the air, drink the drink, taste the fruit, and resign yourself to the influences of each. Real happiness is when a person resigns himself to himself. However mean your life is, meet it and live it: do not shun it and call it hard names. I know of no more encouraging fact than the unquestioned ability of a man to elevate his life by conscious endeavor. Men are born to succeed, not fail. What more failure that to fail in achieving the ultimate gift of happiness. One cannot buy happiness. The cost of happiness is the amount of what I call life which is required to be exchanged for it, immediately or in the long run. Or rather plainer, be not simply good, be good for something.
If you would convince a man that he does wrong, do right. Men will believe what they see. I wish to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I can not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. Do not short live your life. Man is that he might have joy, but joy comes not because man simply is. Real happiness is peace with ones self and the self assurance that he has lived all that was life, not world. I do not wish to live which is not life; I want to leave deep and suck all the marrow of life.

Nice Guys Finish Last

No one can not fight against lonliness,

My station defines me as solitude.

I am satisfied with adequate, and lowliness,

though people may be drawn to my attitude.

I'm ground down with heel and toe,

But I endure Because I need it.

I strive kindness because the seed I sow,

Will hopefully burst in the heart who freed it.

It's always been true what they say,

About good people future and past.

The good people will always pay,

The nice guy finishes last.

Sweet Heart's Dance.

My first impression of a Layton High dance was something along the lines of "Wow they go all out!". You see when I got asked to sweet heart's by Jewel Knight, I knew that we'd be dancing in the gym and people would be jumping everywhere. I was surprised on both fronts. The gym was decorated very well with a canopy, chinese lanterns, pillars surrounding the perimeter of the canopy and cute pink windows hanging in between each pillar. It was cool. My date was fun, my group was comfortable and I was dog tired...I had the misfortune of swimming at state the same day. I still managed to wake up long enough to have a blast but I didn't last for more than half an hour after I got home...I threw my clothes on my desk got into some shorts and crashed. hehe. But I still had alot of fun.

State Swimming 2009

State swimming was four times more successful than last year by far! Davis (seeing as how there only six of us that actually swam) got 12th which is amazing! My relays did fantastic, trounced condie and his team by three seconds in the 400 free relay. shaved off three seconds from our best time as well. We (Colten and Parker Simonson, Zack Santella and myself) now sit at a 3.25.00 range. 8th place over all but hey dude we totally kicked the crap out of previous Davis records. Like in the 200 freestyle relay. We (Me, Mitch Brown, Colton Simonson and Zach Santella) knocked the old Davis record out by four seconds!!! We're now at a 1.32.00, which put us in fifth place at state. Personally, I bested my fifty free time by .2. Which is significant drop in the fifty free cuz all you're doing is down and back really really really REALLY fast!!! I got a 00.22.75. Which is really good, fastest on the team...but not the fastest in Davis history. i'm a tenth way though. I'll get it next year hopefully :) Even though I desperately wanted it this year :( Ah well, life is full of disappointments. I'm proud of myself for doing so well though, especially at my age. Anywho I loved seeing Joe and Condie again (Joe's in the middle and Condie's on the right in the pic---->) I'm actually going to, probably, hang out with Joe this coming weekend. Great boys, both of them. I look up to them (literally in Joe's case haha that boy is monstrously tall) alot. They are good upright people. Joe made a really nice compliment to me right before the fifty free. I was talking to him and he was talking about how nervous and scared he was because last year he choked and blew it. I was talking to him about that, and when I was done he said "Alex you always make me feel good." At first I thought he was being sarcastic, but he was serious. And that gave me a bunch of warm fuzzies. The kid's a senior and he's one of the coolest people I know. A great role model. Overall a very successful weekend I think.

NOVELTY....

Sorry about the delay on this update, but I didnt want to do this post until I had pictures.Definately one of the funnest dances ever though. Cassidi looked absolutley stunning (always does) and we had a blast. Though she probably thinks I'm a total retard cuz I jump around like an idiot cuz I can't dance to save my life. However, she eventually got into it, and my group did too and we had quite the evening. Wasn't REALLY awkward, which I was grateful for. She's a fantastic friend, hope to see her more often. Anyway our day activity was really interesting. We decided to go bowling, however I forgot that the poor girl had a shoulder injury and couldn't bowl with her dominate arm...sooooooooooooooooooooo I tried bowling with my non dominant arm...that kind of hurt. So I had to switch hands after the first game. I had a blast, and I think she did to (at least I hope she did). Altogether fun date, fun girl, fun time, fun dance.

16-15-14-13-12-11-10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1

When you get a year older, your not just sixteen or whatever age. You're 15, 14, 13, 12, 11, 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, and 1. Some days, you're four, when someone hurts you deeply and you want to cry. Other days you're 8, when theres absolutely nothing wrong in the world cuz you are playing and having a good time. On occasion you may be 12, and you're tired of everyone treating you like a child. Some days, you're 14, and you want to slap someone around cuz of all the drama that surrounds you. And some days you act you age. But its important to realize that we're not just one year; we are several. Because no one is the same age all the time, and no one can predict exactly how they'll react to certain situations. At times we feel like the world is crashing down on us, and we feel like Atlas, bearing the world on our shoulders. Other times, we'll feel like nothing else exists accept for us and what we're doing. Bad things will happen, good times will end, nothing will ever stay exactly the same, and good and bad situations will arise. How you react really depends on what age you are when the situation happens.

Everything Happens For a Reason....

"Trust thy self: Every Heart vibrates to that iron string, accept the place the divine providence has found for you; the Society of your contemparary, the connection of events. Great men have always done so and confided themselves childlike to the genius of their age, betraying their perception that the absolutely trustworthy was seated at heart, working through their hands, predominating in all their beings and we are now men, and must accept in the highest mind the same transcendant destiny; and not cowards fleeing before a revolution, but guides, redeemers, and reformers and benefactors, obeying the almighty effort, and the advancing chaos and the dark..."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Nothing happens for no reason. Be yourself, every heart vibrates to that iron string [of life]. Or should. Where are YOU from, what do YOU like to do, what do YOU dislike? What are YOUR favorite things, YOUR fears, YOUR DREAMS! Who are you?

Ok I really want to write something, but I know what so I chose a random picture from my phun photos folder and i'm not going to attempt to expound on it :D

Just laugh! :P